The past two months have been a whirlwind, leaving me feeling overwhelmed. I often found myself pouring my heart out into my diary, questioning why so many challenges seemed to converge at once and how I could possibly navigate them. I was struggling to balance my academic and extracurricular commitments. Even late at night, while preparing for midterms, I was inundated with work from my oil painting project and my responsibilities as Vice Head of Organization. It was a demanding period, and I began to doubt my ability to continue pursuing my passions. I worried that my love for my projects might be fading. 

At the end of the day, nothing negative lasted long, everything soon got back to normal: Mid-terms were all done, and the most interesting part was I was participating in a five-day military training  course. It was for all the students in my highschool to experience the life of military personnel. This immersive experience required us to adhere to a strict military routine, waking up at 5:30 AM for exercise and learning skills like assembling AK-47. Despite the rigorous schedule, the teachers always fostered a supportive and comfortable environment. 

The highlight of the training was undoubtedly Gala Night. After days of intense training, we were finally allowed to relax and enjoy ourselves. The feeling of pure joy and fulfillment was overwhelming. It was as if I had lived life to its fullest. Sadly, this night marked the end of our training. I cherished the experience, wishing I could relive those moments.

Nothing lasts forever and all good things must come to an end. As I returned to my normal routine of school, sleep, and meals, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of gratitude for the opportunity to participate in military training. This experience not only provided a glimpse into the challenges faced by military personnel but also instilled in me a renewed motivation to pursue my studies.

11 Nov, 2024